The butterflies, the emotions and the distance.. it’s not that I haven’t been here before. I have witnessed myself going through all the emotions that I wasn’t supposed to feel, the feelings which were better off engulfed inside me but I let them out again, willingly. I am not sure I did it right or not, the words were genuinely promising, melted my heart right away and so to say I’ve never read/felt anything like this before. I used to figure out the future without even knowing how/where things will lead me the next minute. The utmost urge to think positive is my weakness and my strength at the same time. The frightening experiences had made me distance myself from everyone. I used to protect myself from people by having an imaginary wall built around me. I had forgotten the contrast between protection and isolation. Until, a scroching ray that came to me unswervingly and shook me to my core.